something brewing beneath her deep blue eyes
something she hides; a mysterious lie
plunge into the depth of her blurry mind
seen by none, but only her kind
such tainted place with only resounding cries
none other places own, but only IN CAT'S EYE
i am a cat
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farewell
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
HEY PEOPLE. I'm closing this bloggie down already. And strange enough, I'm closing it on my 150th post entry. Hahaaa..Anyway, I'm opening a new blog soon. Please come and ask me personally for my blog add. If you don't, you're probably the weight-conscious-bitchy backstabber in my school. Wait a minute, I think YOU ARE THE ONE! Who probably thinks you are all so smart and pretty. Too bad, guys won't want to fuck you. Hope to see you fall from grace soon! (Actually, you HAD fallen from grace THREE YEARS ago. Need me to remind you?) Ha. My last vindictive post. Just for you. Think I'm a mother-fucking bitch? Think again.Â
teal eyes
1:09 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007

I decided to do my titles away. I thought it's rather pointless to think hard for a spectacular title everytime I'm going to blog.
Today isn't any better for me. I didn't go to school today. I'm not that sick to the point where I have to stay at home. I just needed some rest and to get away from school for a day.
I'm feeling sick in the head, too.
I mean, imagine you're a seventeen year-old girl trying so hard to improve your lousy grades from a C5 to a B3 and you have so many other pressures around you. Like those rich, spoilt and high-end stuff sporting brats enjoying their high life and sneering at you while you're stuck in a middle class family who owed some fucking bloodsucking company over a fucking huge amount of over hundred thousand. And the last thing you need is your close friend to constantly trying to put you down and outdo you everytime you have a slight improvement in your character and studies. And the only form of emotional support comes from your boyfriend and maybe other empathetic close friends.
Sometimes I really believe I am sick in the head. But I don't need your sympathy because I'll outlive this shit I'm going through.
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teal eyes
11:27 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Allow Me To..
Self-pity myself.
I'm feeling rather pathetic these days. Blame the menses. It's miserable when your previous stuck-up cohort is having fun while you're stuck with some really noisy asses in your class.
And people will come and lecture me about the half-empty-or-half-full-cup-theory. Stupid asses. It doesn't matter if the cup is filled with water or not. What matters is I need a better life. RIGHT NOW.
So I'm going to kill all those useless spoilt brats who are having fun and capture those whom I hate most and make them my slaves.
Beware, I'm ANGRY.Â
teal eyes
6:10 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
Wait Till You Tried Too Hard
And you'll end up pathetically like me. Like me.
Consequences of trying too hard is losing a friend you deemed important and now she feel EXTREMELY guilty because she doesn't even dare to look at you.
Or like me, you retained and screwed up one year of your life.
I've been in a whole self-denial shit that I'm really lucky to retain. Because if I did not, I'll fail terribly for my O's. This is shit.
All of you.
Those who abandoned, betrayed and even despised me.
You guilt-riddened pile of shits.
Condemn and demean me while you can
because I'LL BE THE PERSON WHO'LL HAVE MY LAST LAUGH.Â
teal eyes
10:42 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Left Behind
I'm so depressed recently. I felt so left behind by everyone.
Everybody seemed to go to JC for the first three months. Here am I, still struggling to get my O's over and done with. How stupid is that?! To add salt to wound, I browsed through my primary schoolmates' friendster profile and I feel like dying. Most of them graduate already.
And I have only four really, really close friends who I hang out only. Those whom I used to hang out all dead already. I didn't hear from them anymore. Even they're still breathing, I think they might be better off out of my sight.
What a melancholic world I'm living in!
I would like to thank XL and Barh Bao
For the bad company and making me lose so many friends Thanksthere at the wrong time and causing my life a living hell.
For showing me that even the person I trusted most can turn HER back on me.
For being the badasses in my life so I know such low-class people exists.
For showing me how she leeched, suck up to the rich, act pitiful and backstabbed me. It was a very valuable and useful lesson.
For triggering my creative glands to produce those wonderful creative juices to kill you all with a single word from my keynboard.
For showing friends don't necessary be supportive.
For making me the fucking bitch who tried to kill CWB. Even though the fact that he actually harassed me. You motherfucker.
For being such sympathetic shit who made me the biggest villian of year 2005 though he fact that all of you ganged up on Dino and me. WHO'S THE COWARDLY BULLIES NOW?!?!?!
For being such a Sherlock Holmes for following Dino and me to Hying's block and pretend you wanted to give me something but the fact is that you fucking-materialistic kampong-big(bigger than B75)-droopy-neh-neh-bimbotic-bitch-who recently-kana-yelled-at-in-the-public-for-being-such-a-dirty-whore is just following me and was caught by the sharp-eyed dino. (Stating the obvious the spit at you directly in your face.)
Thank you people for being bullies, motherfuckers, bitches and disgusting things. I totally love it.

I really hope both of you become couples. I mean it because both have the same fucking personality and they should get along very well.Â
teal eyes
12:23 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
I'm Blogging!
Yes I am and I am blogging right now!
I'm rather disappointed lately. I don't really write poems anymore! So, I shall start sometime when I can get my hands on these pretty words! Yeah, it has been a difficult year last year but definitely it's a year ahead this year! (:
And finally, after knowing Enno for three years, I finally had a proper dainty photo with her!
Check out this hottie beside me!

And check out this cutie beside her!

And I *Muuuuumuuu* her!

This toot-looking thing beside my smart ass is undeniably SEXAY!

And we're gay! Totally!

And I'm never wrong about anyone being hot! (or pretty, cute, adorable, beautiful, striking, breath-taking, fugly, etc. NEVER.)
See! We had lotsa fun! But Hying and Zuay took lesser pictures. :\
But neverthless, it's a pretty sight to be with!

Maybe not...

And we look alike(I think) in this pic. ...

Oh man! So many photos! 'Cos I took so many of them during the camp week. And there is just so many photos to take lah! And so many unnecssary facial expression were contributed by us!
'The Classics'

And one more with Fairus! We're both gay!

I shall stop the photo sharing first 'cos Photobucket is lagging now.
I went blog-hopping just now to poke my nose into other people's business. People from my year are putting their feet into JC already and my ass is still stuck to the chair in SJC. I'm such a loser man. For a moment, I thought I was feeling sorry for myself. So pathetic lah! Hahaa.
Oh well, you'll never know.
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teal eyes
1:08 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Since the Last Century...
It has been a hectic week for me! So many things to do in such short time is just not doing Kitty any justice! :<
I have so many things to blog about but I'll just start about what happened on 15 January 2006, which is half today and half yesterday...
I had a great time in school.
I had a great time drinking bubble tea with Hying and owing her $25 for stuff.
I did some of my homework.
I couldn't find my beloved retired series calculator model fx-911, Casio. And also a hand-me-down Social Studies Sec 4 from Dino.
I went home and was hunting down my lost items.
Ah Kor (My Eldest Brother) came home with a very special present... for himself.

Specially autographed by Sing herself!!! Actually, it's a gift from her for my mama. But my lecherous brother decided to keep it for himself. :<
Oh well!
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teal eyes
12:43 AM
Huiqi is known by many names;
Zuay and Kitty(Pussy) fits the fame
She's your Virgo, sweet and sixteen
But not exactly a perfectionist she's been
Enjoys poetry like a glass of wine
Together with my tongue they entwine
My lunacy only invites more eclat
And I'm just your regular cat